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Would You Love Me If You Knew…?
I hit delete every time my writing becomes too personal. Sure, I come close to writing from my inner voice. Some of my articles allow you to see bits of the “real” me. I flirt with emotional proximity from time to time. But to allow you into my inner chamber is terrifying. You may not like what you find there. I have little concern for exposed grammatical errors and underdeveloped thoughts. I can survive bad writing. What I can’t tolerate is your rejection of all that I hold dear. Your rejection of the “REAL” me!
Religious Freak?
Would my blind faith disgust you? I am a lover, follower, and worshiper of Jesus. I need who he is as much as I need oxygen itself. His truths give me the courage to live. His hope makes me less afraid of dying. And his salvation gives meaning to my life. Because I believe in him, I behave better, love stronger, and serve others with greater purpose. I can tell you this much and no more. Because if you knew, really knew about his love for me, and my love for him, it might change everything.
Self Hate
Would you find me pathetic if you knew I struggle with self-loathing and shame? I don’t always like what I see in the mirror. Heck, I don’t always like me in general. I’ve made mistakes that have changed the course…
